Calm & queasy

How to stay calm after all,
20, 30 years locked in the "done" drawer
You can check them any time,
But they will remain the same.
Regrets?
Maybe, just one; it all went too fast.
Wish to go back?
No, not really,
That was then and THIS is now.

Last Friday it was “apero dinatoire” at Mel&Mouss’s place. Lots to drinks + to eat + lost of everything so we ended up singing and dancing ‘till exhaustion. Of course just Mel and I, the rest stayed glued in the terrace.

Saturday it was hard to wake up. Ruxi&Gyuri came to pick us up, destination KVIFF . The festival was nice, but almost impossible to get tickets for the films. A friend of Ruxi got us tickets for “My Brother Is Getting Married“, casually the night before we walk pass Jean-Luc Bidetu, one of the main roles - what a tiny world. The film, if it was trying to say something I didn’t really catch it. But it made me laugh.

Yesterday i went climbing with the boys again. Franta’s path is not a secret anymore. But i still can't do the ceiling; have zero strength. :(

Today i’m going to the movies. “La mome” I will cry for sure, how couldn't I over a woman who was raised in a filthy whorehouse, sung and slept on the street, traveled with the circus, lost her child at 20, went blind for a time, was wrongly accused of murder, struggled with a drug addiction and lost other loved ones by the bucketload in her life, and still got up on stage at the end of her life to sing "Je ne regrette rien" (i don’t regret anything).

As i said before, regrets…what for?

Non, Rien De Rien,

Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien

Ni Le Bien Qu'on M'a Fait, Ni Le Mal

Tout Ca M'est Bien Egal

Non, Rien De Rien,

Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien

C'est Paye, Balaye, Oublie,

Je Me Fous Du Passe

Avec Mes Souvenirs

J'ai Allume Le Feu

Mes Shagrins, Mes Plaisirs,

Je N'ai Plus Besoin D'eux

Balaye Les Amours

Avec Leurs Tremolos

Balaye Pour Toujours

Je Repars A Zero

Non, Rien De Rien,

Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien

Ni Le Bien Qu'on M'a Fait,

Ni Le MalTout Ca M'est Bien Egal

Non, Rien De Rien,

Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien

Car Ma Vie, Car Me Joies

Aujourd'hui Ca Commence avec Toi

-- Merci Edith --